Depression or anxiety is TIRING
You constantly cry, You constantly felt beaten down, You constantly felt left out. You felt alone, When there were like bunch of happy, laughing, silly people around. You felt worthless, You felt like people only need you, when you have something to offer. IT'S TIRING! I felt like screaming on top of my lung, But I can't. I started to miss people that were around when I feel like this, I miss him, her. But, It's pointless. They've gone. The one I cared, I hope for, One by one making their way, Walking away. Which makes everything I'll do, Seems wrong. Texting is wrong, Calling is wrong. Let alone pouring my heart out. I told them I can't be stressed out, But this time around, It's just wasn't it. Depression or anxiety is just so tiring . You don't even know what's triggering this time. You just bawling your eyeballs out, Tears rolling down your cheeks, Then dried, Then quenched again. A dreadful cycle. ...
